The answer to a peaceful life...

We all get angry and upset at times, even at people who are our nearest and dearest. Imagine what would happen if you stayed angry and shut them out of your life forever... You would never be the same forgiveness differs from anger, forgiveness strengthens character I have learned to understand that. So even though there are times when forgiveness feels like the last thing in the world you want to do, remember your only option is wholeness with yourself. So I have decided to invite relief into my life and forgive my way into happiness and peace!!!!

Endless Tears

May 17 2009
Still at the hospital with Joshua, feeling like gum under a shoe I swear why would you study for a career that entitles you to work with children but then be so mean and careless...
Its been a horrific experience I feel so alone even with people there such cold winds whispering in the distance, no kindness is even suggested only criticism even when positive water lillies are softly spoken. Nothing I ever do is good enough smart enough or simply enough! I am not the ideal woman with great skin I don't have the greatest body but my heart and mind top that! I know you don't need anyone to validate who you are what you say or feel, but when it involves a loved one's approval sometimes a "I've Noticed is worth a thousand words.