May 17 2009
Still at the hospital with Joshua, feeling like gum under a shoe I swear why would you study for a career that entitles you to work with children but then be so mean and careless...
Its been a horrific experience I feel so alone even with people there such cold winds whispering in the distance, no kindness is even suggested only criticism even when positive water lillies are softly spoken. Nothing I ever do is good enough smart enough or simply enough! I am not the ideal woman with great skin I don't have the greatest body but my heart and mind top that! I know you don't need anyone to validate who you are what you say or feel, but when it involves a loved one's approval sometimes a "I've Noticed is worth a thousand words.
Still at the hospital with Joshua, feeling like gum under a shoe I swear why would you study for a career that entitles you to work with children but then be so mean and careless...
Its been a horrific experience I feel so alone even with people there such cold winds whispering in the distance, no kindness is even suggested only criticism even when positive water lillies are softly spoken. Nothing I ever do is good enough smart enough or simply enough! I am not the ideal woman with great skin I don't have the greatest body but my heart and mind top that! I know you don't need anyone to validate who you are what you say or feel, but when it involves a loved one's approval sometimes a "I've Noticed is worth a thousand words.
